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Phys(ics)Geek
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"It always rains like hell on the Loser's Day parade..."
I sit here at night and do the exact same thing every day... I sit here and I think, "Hey... life's not so bad. You kick ass in class, and you're only 20 and have had to research papers published and they've been cited a total of twelve times by honest-to-goodness physicists... you're doing good!" That cheers me up for all of three seconds before I go back to thinking about how I'm really just a fuck-up in disguise. So I played tennis this morning, won again. Went in to my lab and ate my microwave-burrito-dinner while coding a runge-kutta subroutine and checking email... then I worked on my electrodynamics for five hours... I got a problem done. Now I'm here... feeling like shit and typing this out... which is making me feel worse. Bleh. I'm not funny like I used to be... so feel free to delete me from your buddy list if you feel my musings aren't up to par with your standards anymore. Cheers. Feeling:
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