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Phys(ics)Geek
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"You said you caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go, you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're so scared to lose."
I feel weak. I'm so very in control of my life, you know. I make my own decisions, my own choices, I run a smooth operation for the most part. Capable of great things, they say. But I'm weak. I only look to be in control. And sure, I'm on fire in the academic world. I mean, seriously, I'm at the top of my game. They don't get any better than me. But when I step out of the lab, I'm a sad, ugly, lonely, loser. Self-deprecation... gotta love it. I'm going to go code. Feeling:
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